a little bit of a downer

with just less than two weeks to go, i have to say i am a little bummed that i am coming to the end. at first this seemed like such a big deal but now, well, not so much. i hate the endings of goals. it is a feeling of ok, now what. sure i still have two weeks to go and i could screw up. i even have had a few temptations recently. but realistically that is highly unlikely. which then leads me to thinking this experiment is basically over. i know gloom and dooom, right? maybe it is the rain outside or the shortening of the days but i am definitely feeling low spirited.